"Mohabbat bhi Zindagi ki tarah hoti hai Har mod asaan nehi hota, har mod pe khushiya nehi milti. Jab hum zindagi ka saath nehi chhodte toh Mohabbat ka saath kyun chhode?? ---Mohabbatein
Seasonal Celebration---I am Stunned
few months some incidents are happening with me those have made me surprised,
stunned, perplexed, astonished, bewildered and so on…..
continuously thinking why all these are happening with me? But there is no
answer… no one can answer my questions, though the incidents are not paranormal
or supernatural rather Unnatural but still I feel to say
more things in heaven and earth…that are dreamt of our philosophy”
10-12 years suddenly I have seen some people those who used to be very close to
my heart and life, though they are still in my heart but they don’t have any
idea about it. It was really very good to see them in good condition. The day
this incident started to happen it made me really surprised, not only one time,
they came into my view for many times and I asked the question to myself…why
after so many years? Before these meeting,In last 10-12 years i had never seen
500 gm of
fish in our house when there is no guest present, If I say this to those people
who knows about my family then they will surely not believe because my parents
are pure vegetarian, my sister is half vegetarian (as I call her because she
does not like fish and chicken much, only eats egg rarely), so I am the only
person in my family who is purely non-vegetarian and our closed ones knows that
I can’t eat fish more than one standard sliced piece. Still last Saturday 500
gm of fish came into our house from market.
during rainy season when Elish(Hilsa)is
available in our hometown my Mom asks me to bring the fish for my sister
because this is the only fish my sister loves to eat. This year when last Saturday
I went to market to buy the fish suddenly I felt….”I will also eat the fish”,
so, that day I bought 500gm of Hilsa in 300 rupees, when I returned home and
informed Mom that I will also eat Hilsa then everyone became surprised, not
only I told that I will eat the fish rather I suggested her some preparations
of that fish.
the fish I don’t know why but I suddenly felt to eat that fish which I avoided
eating for past 12-13 years, why I felt so is a big question, why this sudden
change of mind?…
last year when Hilsa was being cooked in my house I did not come out from my
room in first floor to avoid its smell.
Eilish Posto(Hilsa with Poppy seeds)
On Saturday While
I was about to start my lunch suddenly I felt…”Today I will eat lots of rice
with Eilish Posto”, I asked Mom to serve more rice then again my family members
became surprised. I don’t have the habit to eat a lots of foods and from past
two years its happening that whenever I am taking lunch with my family my Mom
scolding me a lot and shouting out of anger seeing my eating habit, from past
two years I am taking rice in lunch with one vegetable(The delicious one, and
sometime the another veg preparation) and most of the time avoiding other
preparations like another one or two veg preparations, Daal, and the potato
fries or Papad, so whenever I am taking lunch with my family members my Mom
scolding me saying…”should this be your food habits? Rice with one veg!!! What
are you doing? You are doing heavy weight exercise and this is your lunch, at
least you should eat the Daal it contains lots of protein”.
So when that
day I took lots of foods then all became very surprised.
after eating so much food I will surely suffer from indigestion or acidity and
surprisingly nothing wrong happened with me.
Saturday and Sunday what me and my sister ate a lot is various preparations of
Hilsa, Eilish Vaja(Hilsa Fry), Eilish posto(Hilsa with Poppy seed), Eilisher Tok(Soured
Hilsa) and Eilisher Jhal(Hilsa soup with Chili).
analysis the incidents I realized it more deeply that…if you liked or loved
someone or something truly then your feelings will never die….
childhood days I always loved to eat Hilsa a lot.